MY MANIFESTING QUEEN

Becki’s story starts a few years ago, when I first started going Live on Facebook. She contacted me for a reading. She is a pure testament to how self-love, and by doing the deeper healing work, you can turn your life around.

That Reading turned into a series of EFT/Matrix Sessions and led to her joining my Tarot Tap Group.

You see Becki had a story that was shocking, incredible and a miracle in itself. Abusive home life as a child/teenager which led to abusive relationships and then, as an adult she had an almost fatal accident. Becki broke nearly every bone in her body. She was unconscious and experienced death but her soul wasn’t quite ready to give up yet, and she came back to life. After being told she wouldn’t walk again, Becki decided that she would. She spent months of rehabilitating herself and started walking.

I believe part of her determination to walk again was driven by the love for her dogs. She had dedicated her life to her huskies, exercising and sledding with her dogs again across the snowy hills. She knew there were more things to achieve and she has certainly proved to everyone that she had more to give. Entering and completing the Can-Am 250 - a sledding race across 250 miles of harsh terrain. She is one of the most incredibly strong women I have ever met. Even where she lives; it is remote and suffers very harsh winters.

Her main issue when she came to me for 1:1 therapy, was the repeating abusive relationships. She wanted to break the pattern but need to know how and understand why she stayed in them. She was stuck in the beliefs of ‘everything is my fault’ (a belief from years of being gaslighted), and ‘I’m not good enough’. She sat in energies of shock, fear and confusion. A violent home life had made her believe everyone hated her. She attracted people and situations that played to those energies, bosses, landlords and partners.

It is the limiting beliefs that keep us stuck, our belief in ourself and that frequency that we hold an emit that attracts our external circumstances. You can imagine the types of very destructive relationships that she had attracted. Just to reinforce the ‘not enough’ and abuse that she had suffered.

It had started very young for Becki, never feeling enough, witnessing things a child should never have to witness and experiencing violence in the home.

We worked with the inner child, the one who thought aggression and violence was normal, the one who never felt loved and cherished. The one who thought she had to do everything on her own.

It was a process of time, therapy, self belief and determination to heal the wounds that turned things around for her. I was so incredibly proud. Every task I set her outside of therapy, she did with full intention to push past the limiting beliefs. She was hungry for a life of love and nurture and now she needed to believe it.

I set her tasks and things to do in her own time, to show how manifestation was working for her. Every time she got a fantastic outcome. Her joy was infectious. We worked in raising vibration, gratitude and visions of how life would be if it were the life she truly desired.

The first big manifestation that I had the pleasure to witness on her journey, was her own house that she would buy. She will even tell you that at the time there was no way she was in a position to buy a home but she did, in a place far away from the abusive, narcissistic partner and a place where all 25 of her dogs could be housed. She even moved into the property before it completed, to then be told by the bank that they were withdrawing the mortgage offer. But with a little gentle persuasion, and believing in the universal magic, the bank came through.

Becki also started to see how her relationships were improving, not perfect but not the abusive, manipulative situations she had been used to. She discovered that softer, feminine side and started to realise that she deserved better. She realised she needed to be open and vulnerable to allow love in. Which is very difficult when you have been vulnerable and hurt. It was a process and it took a few dates/relationships to find what she was looking for. Each time she saw exactly what was going on, how the relationship was a better experience but not quite the right vibrational match. Tinges of the ‘not enough’ playing out. She knew she had to embrace who she fully was so that the special someone would also embrace all of her.

Voilà, it happened…. That someone special moved into her life. Her soul recognised this connection and Becki is trusting the universe. She has moved across state to be with the person she loves, who has already set up home for her beautiful dogs and has a home waiting for her. It feels right and she’s trusting her intuition and gut. She will probably admit that there are demons that pop their head up now and again, but she catches them before they snowball and self-sabotage her situation. Becki has come such a long way but I’m sure she will tell you that the healing journey has been a very long process, full of ‘ups’ and downs and now filled mainly with ‘ups’.

Becki has come to trust how she feels and when she finds herself stepping into negative thoughts patterns, she catches herself, taps, meditates and processes those thoughts do they don’t interfere with her day. That’s when you know you are on the right track. Your thoughts create your reality and they can swing a day into a good or not so good way.

I am so blessed to be a part of her magnificent and wonderful journey. She totally trusts the universe and has proved on so many occasions to herself and others that when you follow your heart and do the healing, anything is possible.

She is my Manifesting Queen and it fills my heart with joy that she is no longer in those abusive, low self-worth patterns. Obviously, this is the abridged version of her journey but can prove that even from the darkest places there is light.

This is a heartwarming journey of how you can turn your life around when you shift perspective, sit in forgiveness and learn to love who you are.

If you would like to learn more about the work that I do, if you feel drawn to work with me 1:1. Pop over to my website to read more or book a Discovery call to see if we could work together.

Love and Light

Lorraine xx